The Unfolding of My Mind

I used to get so much accomplished.

I used to barely have time to breathe or think or answer the phone.

I now have time.  My mind feels rather mushy.  It is unfolding from being tangled up for so long in a to-do list and a schedule and being productive and hustling.  I wonder is the MUSH will stay with me and I worry that I will never serve the world in a productive manner again… but I must admit, I am loving this time.

I can breathe.

I can see.

I can wander.

I am not running behind every single minute anymore.

I am not chasing my tail or racing to catch myself.

I am letting myself sort, and settle, ponder and percolate.

It is good for me.